It has been 3 weeks my dad giving me his silent treatment. I think I know what and why is the reason he did that. I’m still on with my decision. I am going back to work in KLIA. I’m sorry, but all I want is the best for me. Dad, you’re my greatest hero of all time and no one can deny that. I respect you more than I respect anyone in this world. You are my inspiration for me to carry on my life. Still, I have my own mission to finish. I want to finish the things that I left. I want to show you that I’m not a looser as everyone think.
You asked me to drop out college and your wish is my command. You told me that all of your problems would be over soon and I entrust you with that. You even promise me that I will be able go back to college after your problems are settle. Years have passed after the incidents and what still playing in my mind was, why did you take the risk? A risk that might make us unhappy? And the results; you have to cut down the expenses for TV, and the internet. C’mon dad, this is not you.
All I can see now is that your problems never fade away. In fact, you keep on receiving letters from attorneys and bank; asking for their payments made me worried. And what makes me more worried is that you’re acting like nothing happen. But I know deep down inside you were very worried. I’m so sad and disappointed when you get angry every time I asked you regarding going back to college. You had promised me right, dad? But that’s ok..Because I will be going back to college when the time comes someday.
So, I hope you would let me finish where I started and I really wanna help this family. I don’t want to be a useless daughter after all. I know all my responsibilities as eldest daughter. I too don’t want to be a burden to everyone around me. I do too want to have a chance to back to college and do my degree. To be honest, yes I quit the job at the KFC a week after Hari Raya. Why? As I said, I want a better job so that I can build up my own future.
Someone told me that success; is a result not a goal. I want to catch up my dreams like everyone else. If I cannot make our family live on lavishness; well, at least, let me help you to clean all the debt after all. I’m so sorry dad…I have to do this. Just give me one more chance and I promise I will make everything clear. You will be proud of me one-day dad….just you wait and see….
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